Confused, i think :S

Life has thrown me yet another curve ball. This sends me into a wild spin in which i am not sure which way is up. However, i have decided to take it one day at a time. I, despite what i may think at times, am not in control of my life for u cannot control what has already been mapped out for u, no matter how hard u try. The hard part is remembering that. So why am I confused? :S That is what is so confusing (no i am NOT crazy). I guess i'm confused b/c i don't really know what i am feeling right now. I am not sure how i should be feeling right now. If reading this is confusing, i apologise, but this is just a taste of the way i get at times. So, here i am, "Simone the Unemployed" taking life one day at a time, confused as i go along.

P.S. Thanx to all my friends that offered various words of advice to help me along my journey, Greatly Appreciated :D . Still accepting any others if u all feel so inclined.